2025 another year leaving...

I want to have a summary of 2025, let's see what i could find as positive & negative feelings:

Pros 2025:

New Job

New experience ( i could not image i can start a new professional job)

went to kenya

visited Dubai 3 times

saw my best friend 4 times this year

went to Djanet twice 

received an african dress and a traditinal clothes from Djanet

enjoyed music festival all summer

spent quality time with my parents

went playing with my nephews

walked a 10km race

cooked almost everyday for my parents

became the queen of brownies

did some crochet bags

get back to the gym

have seen many friends from polytech

loved too much

Cons 2025:

Lost my best friend +20 years

stopped the gym for almost 6 months

did not have the heartful experience on my second trip to djanet

was not able to maintain my thyroid levels to a stable number

could not focus on my self

emotionally depended

cried enough to fill up a whole dam

not a big fan of meeting people in real life

adopted remote work too often

unable to have a healthy eating routine

loved too much

feeling that i am closing myself to the world

not interested in anything

moody on daily basis

i don't know if these are all of them, i know that life is about ups and downs and anytime any day Elhamdoullah, God knows us and knows what is best for us!

I even don't have anything to wish for 2026 allah ydjib elkheir.. this is it!!

حياتي غرامي حنو عليا شويا شويا

 حياتي غرامي حنو عليا شويا شويا

هذي اغنية من تيناريوان،غنوهالي مرة ولسقت فيا

في هذا العام الفارط وليت نكتب بالعربية ماشي الفصحة، الدارجة ،ماشي لأني نحب اللغة بصح لحب شخص ما.

بصح بعد عام انحس انو حبو ليا نقص ولا حبي ليه زاد.

في كيلا الحالات الوقت ابدل كل شيء بصح اغنية تيناريوان مازالها في بالي.

أنا نمشي في هاذا الدنيا بقلبي حتى َ ان دخلني في كثر من حيط بصح مانعرفش مانتبعوش، ندعي ربي القوة باش نقابل هذاك الحيط ونكمل طريقي.

انا نحب الحب و انحب نحب و نفرح الناس.

بصح هذي الدنيا واعرة مع المشاعر و الاحساس،

Be Yourself always and everyday!!

 I have been part of the African Startup conference this week, it was a nice opportunity for my company to approach leader operators and show them what we are able to do.

this exercise require a lot of social energy, welcoming people, smiling to them, explaining what we do, asking the right questions to see how we could fit in their ecosystem, exchanging numbers or contact and hoping to be able to build something together in the future.

In the same time this is an opportunity to meet my mates, people from my university that i did not have the chance to keep in touch on daily bases, and these are my chargers, as draining it can be in an event to talk to people the moment i meet someone from polytech i feel plugged and charging energy. honestly i cannot explain it.

I have met my twiny in the name and in the university and after a long talk we realized that we went through few difficulties even if we were quite far from each others. and this was the most amazing feeling. i heard a sentence this week saying may be God is using you to make people happy and help them to be better, and this person healed a part of my pain and helped me to face a fear i never expressed.

Life is made in a weird way, i have been known as a joyful full of energy person in the university and even after, so everyone remembers my voice, my smile my energy i feel like a hurricane when i arrive somewhere, when i see my self right now, when i realize that i just want a quiet place with the loved one, i feel i have changed or may be i just need to co-exist with both version.

being under the spotlight eats a lot of energy and recharging can be in different ways: being loved, being appreciated, or being alone and focusing on every breath.

when it get too loud i just close and be me, quieter but still nice and smiling.

!i guess you got it we are several in me , let's see how lucky you can get and who can face you hihihii!