I have been part of the African Startup conference this week, it was a nice opportunity for my company to approach leader operators and show them what we are able to do.
this exercise require a lot of social energy, welcoming people, smiling to them, explaining what we do, asking the right questions to see how we could fit in their ecosystem, exchanging numbers or contact and hoping to be able to build something together in the future.
In the same time this is an opportunity to meet my mates, people from my university that i did not have the chance to keep in touch on daily bases, and these are my chargers, as draining it can be in an event to talk to people the moment i meet someone from polytech i feel plugged and charging energy. honestly i cannot explain it.
I have met my twiny in the name and in the university and after a long talk we realized that we went through few difficulties even if we were quite far from each others. and this was the most amazing feeling. i heard a sentence this week saying may be God is using you to make people happy and help them to be better, and this person healed a part of my pain and helped me to face a fear i never expressed.
Life is made in a weird way, i have been known as a joyful full of energy person in the university and even after, so everyone remembers my voice, my smile my energy i feel like a hurricane when i arrive somewhere, when i see my self right now, when i realize that i just want a quiet place with the loved one, i feel i have changed or may be i just need to co-exist with both version.
being under the spotlight eats a lot of energy and recharging can be in different ways: being loved, being appreciated, or being alone and focusing on every breath.
when it get too loud i just close and be me, quieter but still nice and smiling.
!i guess you got it we are several in me , let's see how lucky you can get and who can face you hihihii!
