i wanted to make a summary of my life, after few months am gonna be 31 years old, like officially an adult somehow, i've always seen people over 30 as old..now that i reach this age am a little confused....
i was wondering how to evaluate our life, how can i say am successfull or not? is it regarding to the job, money or family??
elhamdoulillah, i have an amazing job.... for most of the people it seems to be a pleasant or enjoyable job, for me it's a passion, teaching is what i can do without getting bored, i even cannot explain why? it's just a part of me... travelling is a chance sometimes the conditions are hard but at the end it's always an experience that make me grow up.... but in 6 years working in the same company no real evolution.. is it the moment to look for another opportunity, or should i be satisfied coz am enjoying the job? i really don't know.....
money is always the forbidden subject, thanks to God i've been blessed... and i don't have to complain about this.
family.... the big word... actually i cannot even find how to describe this, i've met many people with who i could start a family, but everytime for differents reasons it's just failed... for a long time i was thinking that love is the most important thing, and with this we can do anything, but recently i discovered that somehow am selfish, so many sacrified have to be done but am not ready for this....
a relationship is a contract and some understanding to make the life of others easier and happier... but what will happend if i'm not ready to change my job, or move to another place... so many ideas are rushing in my head and i don;t know how it's gonna be
i don t know where is my mistake ? what did i do wrongly, i just hope inchAllah everything is gonna be fine
i was wondering how to evaluate our life, how can i say am successfull or not? is it regarding to the job, money or family??
elhamdoulillah, i have an amazing job.... for most of the people it seems to be a pleasant or enjoyable job, for me it's a passion, teaching is what i can do without getting bored, i even cannot explain why? it's just a part of me... travelling is a chance sometimes the conditions are hard but at the end it's always an experience that make me grow up.... but in 6 years working in the same company no real evolution.. is it the moment to look for another opportunity, or should i be satisfied coz am enjoying the job? i really don't know.....
money is always the forbidden subject, thanks to God i've been blessed... and i don't have to complain about this.
family.... the big word... actually i cannot even find how to describe this, i've met many people with who i could start a family, but everytime for differents reasons it's just failed... for a long time i was thinking that love is the most important thing, and with this we can do anything, but recently i discovered that somehow am selfish, so many sacrified have to be done but am not ready for this....
a relationship is a contract and some understanding to make the life of others easier and happier... but what will happend if i'm not ready to change my job, or move to another place... so many ideas are rushing in my head and i don;t know how it's gonna be
i don t know where is my mistake ? what did i do wrongly, i just hope inchAllah everything is gonna be fine
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